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Title: i've lost my way
Author: Deb
Date Submitted: 7/14/2008

 
Poem: i feel lost, i can't find my way
the children are the only reason i stay
it would be so easy to just give up
i feel tired and hollow and I've had enough

my head feels as though it will explode
my heart has begun to corrode
it has to deal with so much hurt
because i've been treated like dirt

when will i be able to smile
and pick up the phone and dial
i always let people ring me
because i don't think they want
to hear from me

i want the paranoia to go
and for my mood not to go to and fro
the next 4 weeks will be hard
but i will be on guard

because the new drug might take time
to get into this system of mine
i do have suicidal thoughts
i will cut as a last resort ...