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Title: Ragdoll
Author: Mojore
Date Submitted: 7/5/2008

 
Poem: Ragdoll
This way that way up and down spinning 360 then slammed on the ground. Crying laughing screaming out, full of energy then spaced out. Some more tears and then another smile, hopeless for a moment then happy for a while. Every second of every day I am this way, I can’t even control the words I say. Who am I what am I will I ever know I know I’m not this ragdoll that is on show. How will I when will I just be myself because I can’t handle being someone else. Nightfall, the moon does rise a million different thoughts once I close my eyes. Lay there paralysed screaming for silence, my mind is racing but my body is unconscious. Finally daylight and my body awakes, the strings are again pulled, I don’t know how much more you can take. I have nothing left not even my soul, all that I am is a broken little Ragdoll....