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Title: The monster I have become
Author: Chrissie
Date Submitted: 1/26/2008

 
Poem: A thousand voices all around me
I can only hear mine
The sun shines brightly outside
The darkness sets in my soul

Do your feelings exist when you're not around?
Why can't I feel you?
Longing for your touch...
Little do I know, you've been here all along

I love you, I hate you
Just leave me alone
Wait, where are you going?
Don't you love me anymore?

Forever in remorse for that which I've said and done
Yet I do it again and again
Will this ever stop?

An occasional sunset fills my soul with laughter
Memories of times which no longer exist
Brighter, easier times

Times where pain wasn't the norm and I could wake up without screaming
Times where I knew who I was
Times where every single emotion did not mesh together
to form the monster I have become...