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Title: Open Wounds.
Author: Patricia Carbone
Date Submitted: 10/8/2007

 
Poem: I thought the darkness was over,
Panic gone and scars healed.
I was wrong.
Covering up the pain with smiles,
Hiding scars with therapy
And sleeping with the lights on
Doesn't make darkness vanish.
How can an incident control my life
Even when I thought I'd moved on?
Every time I close my eyes,
I see the familiar pain
That dragged me through the times of loneliness.
I can feel the needles back in the hardened scars
of that non-healed wound.
The familiarity of the life I once lived,
It's still there,
All of it.
I expend long days and even longer nights
Trying to work trough all.
It's incredible how fast it all comes back.
I'm back in the cage
Unable to enjoy the life I wanted
And thought I had.
This time I'm not going anywhere....