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Poem Details
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| Title: | She''s fine. |
| Author: | Anonymous |
| Date Submitted: | 3/18/2013 |
| Poem: |
I am fine. Why wouldn''t I be? I''m a teenager; free and young. I feel like I can do anything I want, BE anything I want. Reach the stars because I have no limits. Or boundaries. But situations... Life can be so utterly fucked up Sometimes I just watch myself crash and burn, see my body lay limp as the flames dance and lick at the sky. I wanna drink until my system contains no more natural bodily fluids If there were such a thing - I want the poison to drown me as I illuminate my true self in desperation of wanting to be accepted. Acknowledged. Wishing I had comfort to look to; knowing he''s not coming back for me. The angels have embraced him for me In SPITE of me.. I feel as if I have committed treason for no valid reason as it seems... I wish we were back together and that the harmonious emotions of love would uprise and crush this feeling of depression and guilt for I never told him he was loved And so they say God gives his battles to his strongest soldiers wounded as they are they prevail But to think I can get in life with all this happening is fucking impossible Because I''m latching onto my past; The souvenirs I have of my happiness. The only memories I have of being Fine. ... |