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Poem Details
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| Title: | Hope to Cope |
| Author: | Anonymous |
| Date Submitted: | 7/4/2012 |
| Poem: |
A BOTTLE DOWN ANOTHER DAY DONE IM OKAY BUT IM NOT OKAY WITH THIS I CANT LET OUT ANGER I CANT TELL YOU THE MATTER BECAUSE ITS ALL MY FAULT I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BUT I CANT STOP CAUSE I DONT WANT TO I CANT UPSET A HUMAN SO I SUFFER INSIDE WHICH MAKES OTHERS SUFFER I DONT LIKE TO WHINE AND CRY SO I LAUGH AND LAUGH AND TRY AND TRY AND ITS TAKING A TOLL THE PRICE IS HIGH AND MY CHANCES ARE SLIM. ONE IN FIVE OF MY KIND..GONE. ITS TOO MUCH TO TAKE. LIKE AN OVERDOSE ON LIFE. MY BODY MIND AND SOUL CRIPPLED, BEYOND REPAIR QUICK FIXES AND RELAPSES. THIS IS NOT MY LIFE. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, THIS IS TEDIOUS PAIN; SLOW, SLOW DEATH. AND I DONT WANT TO DIE.. I CONTEMPLATE SUICIDE BUT IM SCARED. AND I NEED TO RUN AWAY. HERE IS NOT FOR ME. MY TIME HERE HAS EXPIRED. ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON. MAMA WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. AND ITS NOT HER FAULT. IM JUST WIRED WRONG. I AM SHORT CIRCUIT. I AM EFFECTIVELY DAMAGED. DAMAGED GOODS IF ONLY I COULD SAY IM SORRY. ONLY IT WILL NOT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IT WONT CHANGE ANYTHING. IT WONT FIX ANYTHING. BUT MAMA, I PROMISE. I WILL TRY TO BE STRONG. THIS IS NONE YOUR FAULT. THIS IS BIPOLAR.... |