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Poem Details
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| Title: | This Ride I Call Life |
| Date Submitted: | 11/20/2011 |
| Email: | Mas2287@yahoo.com |
| Poem: |
I''m tired, weak, & confused I''ve tried everything & no matter what I always seem to do it all wrong I''m a terrible mom, girlfriend, homemaker, friend, sister, daughter, employee, & person I just suck at life I hate not being able to control my emotions, thoughts, & feelings I want nothing but the best for those around me and I try to do whatever I can to make things better but it always blows up in my face My life is a roller coaster and I don''t like the ride anymore I feel sick and I wanna get off I keep screaming to stop the ride but my screams and cries go unheard I''m stuck and then it just gets faster with bigger ups and downs, more twists and turns I''m starting to lose it I''ve held on tight for so long and now I''m losing my grip the ride isn''t gonna stop there''s only one way off I''ll have to jump. To those who have stepped onto my rollercoaster, the ride I call my life I have enjoyed your company and I thank you for sharing the experience with me. I''m sorry that I couldn''t get it right. I''m sorry I always let you down. I''m sorry that I was never the person you wanted me to be. I''m sorry I was never the perfect person that I wanted to be, but know this. I love you all more than anything & I never meant to hurt anyone or disappoint & I know that I have issues & I have tried to help myself for the sake of those I love but I''ve failed at that too & I just can''t sit on this ride anymore it''s driving me nuts. I don''t even wanna wait for another upwards hump. I just need to jump. ... |