Poem Details
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Title: | addicted to insanity |
Author: | Lauren Goodkin |
Date Submitted: | 11/15/2005 |
Poem: |
bleeding, crying, singing, dying laughing, screaming, hoping, dreaming i'm addicted to my disorder i love being crazy because once they medicate me i want it back i can't write anymore colors mean nothing i miss manic spending manic drinking manic fucking i miss that good cry of depression that incredibe sensitivity to every emotion in the human spectrum of feelings if i was a color today i'd be gray because those white walls plastic mattresses empty halls... i never want to go there again so i do what they tell me stay in my playpen swallow my lithium cocktail i'm going straight to hell... |