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Poem Details
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| Title: | My Unstable Pattern of Life |
| Author: | Melissa Brooke |
| Date Submitted: | 10/13/2009 |
| Email: | mdlbrooke@hotmail.com |
| Poem: |
I began to feel pressure building up in my chest Another great episode, I’m put to the test; I question my life and why I am here Consumed with distraction and overwhelmed with this fear; Will it destroy me, hurt all those I know This feeling of hatred beginning to grow; And then a glimpse of happiness comes into my life For a moment no pain, no suffering, no strife; I live in the moment in hopes it will last I act out like a child and soon it has past; I awake to reality and see all the pain The destruction I have caused, I will live with this shame; My mind is so sick I hate who I have become How could I be so selfish, so careless and dumb; The guilt is overwhelming, it eats me alive Just another episode I barely survived.... |